been awhile...

*it is impossible to do anything new, honesty always seems like a scam for this reason. it is best to disregard opinions of lesser characters and follow what remains of your shattered heart.

*between anxiety and allergies I have become a basket case, were it not for my lovely girlfriend and my superior trivia skills I would be losing my mind right about now.

*TDB, the Perpetual Motion Machine, and Molsook have done so much to validate my hard work lately. my current greatest creative fear is letting them down. all i can do is pour my efforts into self sacrifice and hard work to say thank you.


*another dear friend of mine is having a child soon. while parenthood has never been a goal in my life, as the years peel away leaving behind the bruised up, withering fruit of adulthood, I am left with a sleight feeling of failure... odd.

*do elevators scare you? they do scare Jessie... I like that for some reason.

*I am a cowboy.

*were i to kill an animal, I would eat it. that is my way.

*I miss Boston, we may visit soon...I be there on tour this year without a doubt.

*I got a haircut.

*I haven't written or drawn very much at all. it makes me feel like a failure... I do continue to list things obsessively however.

*it is BBQ season. cans of dogs my friend, cans of dogs.

*Nella is my dog too.

*I water plants at work. I water plants at home. Watering is what I do.